Permit Me To Tell You About Sadness

Permit me to tell you about sadness

Because I know the sadness of never knowing a brother

Hearing the tear-jerking crying of my parents when I was younger

Staring at his adorable pictures in wonder…

I wish I had know my older brother

The misery that I remember most

Is when I saw his cute baby picture book!

My First 9 Years at Life

In this mystifying book I did gaze

1,2,3,4,5,6,7, but where is 8 and 9

There was, an vacant place in that book

Just like there was an blank place in my heart